{"id":60,"date":"2007-02-12T12:37:28","date_gmt":"2007-02-12T12:37:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/?p=60"},"modified":"2017-02-11T11:29:46","modified_gmt":"2017-02-11T11:29:46","slug":"erim-still-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/?p=60","title":{"rendered":"Er&#8230;I&#8217;m still here!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#39;s been a very long time since I&#39;ve updated this blog.&#160; So much has happened, I&#39;ve met so many wonderful people and had such an amazing journey to where we are now.&#160; The boys are almost two years old and I am still in remission.&#160; <\/p>\n<p>It&#39;s hard living with the idea that you&#39;ve had cancer.&#160; It never leaves your mind. Any time I don&#39;t feel 100%, have a cold or bug from the kids I immediately think &quot;It&#39;s coming back!&quot;.&#160; I still visit the Day Clinic (next to Ward 16) every two weeks where my bloods are checked and I still have a bone marrow sample taken (about every six-eight weeks).&#160; My bone marrow still goes for testing to London where they check it at a genetic level for the cause of my leukaemia.&#160; They are checking to see if the genetic abnormality that caused my cancer has reappear or not&#8230;so far my results have been negative &#8211; which is good.&#160; <\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I&#39;m so tired I could just drop where I am.&#160; One of my doctors told me that often people on my medication sleep 14 hours a day&#8230;I&#39;d love to make 8 hours!&#160; You know, I&#39;ve been through my chemo and I&#39;ve recovered really well, but sometimes those around me forget I&#39;m tired, that I still have low blood counts because my medication suppresses them, that I&#39;m knackered (but equally I do sometimes need a kick up the bum to get busy and not feel sorry for myself!). It&#39;s hard work&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>You can find out more about the <a href=\"http:\/\/aberdeenangels.moonfruit.com\/\" target=\"_self\">Aberdeen Angels<\/a>, the support group that I&#39;m part of <a href=\"http:\/\/aberdeenangels.moonfruit.com\/\" target=\"_self\">here<\/a>.&#160; <\/p>\n<p>Till next time, V x<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#39;s been a very long time since I&#39;ve updated this blog.&#160; So much has happened, I&#39;ve met so many wonderful people and had such an amazing journey to where we are now.&#160; The boys are almost two years old and I am still in remission.&#160; It&#39;s hard living with the idea that you&#39;ve had cancer.&#160; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-60","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-diary"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=60"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":195,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/60\/revisions\/195"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=60"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=60"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=60"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}