{"id":6,"date":"2005-02-15T15:23:40","date_gmt":"2005-02-15T15:23:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/?p=6"},"modified":"2017-02-11T11:30:21","modified_gmt":"2017-02-11T11:30:21","slug":"flat-as-a-pancake","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/?p=6","title":{"rendered":"Flat as a pancake&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/06\/vnewhair.jpg\" width=\"120\" height=\"90\" style=\"float: right;\" hspace=\"6\" alt=\"Image\" title=\"Image\" border=\"0\" \/>I&#39;m not really feeling my normal happy self today.&#160; I&#39;ve too much time to think and all the possibilities and problems we have are running around in my head.&#160; Charlie and the girls picked me up from hospital yesterday about 5.15pm.&#160; By the time&#160;we got home, fed, bathed the kids, did the homework, read the night time story and put them to bed it was after 8pm.&#160; That&#39;s a big change from tea at 5pm, bath after and bed by 7pm.&#160; I&#39;m just worried that changes to routines will affect the kids. And if this happens with two what will it&#160;be like with four?&#160; I&#39;m worried Charlie doesn&#39;t have enough time to do everything.<\/p>\n<p>I&#39;m also worried that I&#39;ll be kept in hospital because of my blood counts and then I won&#39;t even be here to remind him about things!&#160; <\/p>\n<p> <!--more--> <\/p>\n<p>I guess I&#39;m just frustrated that I can&#39;t do all the usual things I do.&#160; My tummy is expanding at a rate of knots and I&#39;ve only got about three sets of clothes that fit.&#160;&#160;I&#39;m bigger&#160;now than I was when I gave birth to Amber!&#160; I get out of breath doing the simplest of things and am exhausted by 4pm (Note to self: Do not mix pregancy and leukemia in future, worse than vodka and gin!).<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/06\/val4.jpg\" width=\"124\" height=\"150\" style=\"float: right;\" hspace=\"6\" alt=\"Image\" title=\"Image\" border=\"0\" \/>Who would have thought lying around all day could be so stressful (and I forgot to give Charlie his Valentine&#39;s Day card \ud83d\ude41 but I don&#39;t think he&#39;s noticed, yet \ud83d\ude42 )<\/p>\n<p>Charlie and some of the guys from church are going to give blood tomorrow (Wednesday)&#160;at Forresterhill (7pm at the Blood Transfusion Service building).&#160; Please feel free to join them if you can.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#39;m not really feeling my normal happy self today.&#160; I&#39;ve too much time to think and all the possibilities and problems we have are running around in my head.&#160; Charlie and the girls picked me up from hospital yesterday about 5.15pm.&#160; By the time&#160;we got home, fed, bathed the kids, did the homework, read the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-diary"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":241,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6\/revisions\/241"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}