{"id":55,"date":"2005-10-23T23:54:50","date_gmt":"2005-10-23T23:54:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/?p=55"},"modified":"2017-02-11T11:29:46","modified_gmt":"2017-02-11T11:29:46","slug":"and-then-there-was-one","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/?p=55","title":{"rendered":"And then there was one&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#39;m rubbish&#8230;at updating my blog that it.&#160; I just find that time disappears into this bottomless cavern that is my wonderful family.&#160; I always think &quot;Right, got to update the blog at least once a week&#8230;.&quot; and here I am almost a month since the last post!&#160; I do have some good reasons (which I wouldn&#39;t change for the world!) \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>This is a bit of a momentous week for me! Tomorrow I have my last chemotherapy session.&#160; I&#39;ve had thirteen doses of chemo and tomorrow is my fourteenth and final one.&#160; It&#39;s been 9 months and 9 days since I was diagnosed, a total of 282 days and now I&#39;m approaching the end of my hospital treatment&#8230;I am a little scared.<\/p>\n<p> <!--more--> <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/06\/amberandmeg.jpg\" width=\"389\" height=\"292\" align=\"middle\" hspace=\"6\" alt=\"Megan and Amber\" title=\"Megan and Amber\" border=\"0\" \/><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">I&#39;ve been in and out of hospital on a weekly basis since January and I&#39;m fast approaching a point where that will no longer me the norm&#8230;the &quot;crutch&quot; of hospital&#8230;the monitoring by the doctors and nurses etc. will become a much smaller part of my life&#8230;I think I&#39;ve become a bit institutionalised. As much as I&#39;ve dreaded hospital it has saved my life and the lives of my two boys. <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/06\/athome.jpg\" width=\"388\" height=\"292\" align=\"middle\" hspace=\"6\" alt=\"At home with Blake\" title=\"At home with Blake\" border=\"0\" \/><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Everyone is also back to school tomorrow&#8230;hurrah! I do love the school holidays (because Charlie and the girls are off) but keeping the girls amused has pretty much worn me out and I&#39;m looking forward to my long lie in bed tomorrow &#8211; Charlie has promised it to me \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/06\/rohan and wig.jpg\" width=\"389\" height=\"292\" hspace=\"6\" alt=\"Image\" title=\"Image\" border=\"0\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Friday will be a bit on an adventure&#8230;I&#39;ve been nominated for an Evening Express &quot;Champion of Courage&quot; award and the awards ceremony (I think that&#39;s what to call it) is on Friday at the Exhibition Centre in Aberdeen &#8211; posh nosh and drinks &#8211; can&#39;t wait!&#160; <br \/>Speaking of food &#8211; I can&#39;t stop eating!&#160; I&#39;ve been feeling great and my appetite has returned &#8211; Charlie has warned me (in a fun way!!) that I shouldn&#39;t eat too many cream pies, pork pies (which I got in M&amp;S today) or any other kind of pie&#8230;in case he has to get me new clothes to replace all the size 6 ones he got me when I lost weight!<\/p>\n<p>After the chemo on Monday, I have to wait for my blood counts to recover before I start my maintenance chemotherapy.&#160; This consists of oral drugs which I&#39;ll take over the next two years.&#160; I won&#39;t lose my hair (again!) but I will get a bit of fatigue and need a bit of rest now and again &#8211; I won&#39;t be swinging from the chandeliers just yet.&#160; And as soon as my counts recover I&#39;ll get this line out of my chest!&#160; In case you don&#39;t know I had two tubes surgically placed in a vein in my chest to make it easier for me to give blood and receive my chemo.&#160; Once I&#39;ve finished I&#39;ll have the tubes removed&#8230;I really can&#39;t wait for that.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#39;s to tomorrow.&#160; Love V xxx<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#39;m rubbish&#8230;at updating my blog that it.&#160; I just find that time disappears into this bottomless cavern that is my wonderful family.&#160; I always think &quot;Right, got to update the blog at least once a week&#8230;.&quot; and here I am almost a month since the last post!&#160; I do have some good reasons (which I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-55","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-diary"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=55"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":199,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55\/revisions\/199"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=55"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=55"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanessablog.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=55"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}